high expectations.

i dont know what i expect, do i want to swept away by a prince and have 4 kids and feel a sense of satisfaction? is that what im expecting to happen ONE DAY? so if it doesn't happen? will i never achieve what i want because i thought it was the norm, or am i just making up a fantasy in my head. will i be lonely for the rest of my life? i dont understand whats wrong with me? seomone please point out the obvios, let me out of this misery..and let me understand...W.H.Y! all i want is answers, i ask the question, i want you to answer it. why only on drunken nights i feel this sense of satisfaction, when its back to light and over the sheets i dont get that kind of attention..is it strange that i feel more comfortable in bed with someone than in the movies? what does that say about me?....