just thinking...

so i was thinking, do i really believe in love at first sight, than the movie 10 thing i hate about you went on, and i felt love for heath ledger..i know he's a celebrity blah blah..but it got me thinking that love at first sight can happen.at chance. that you meet someone that is equally attracted to you as you are to them in a very passionate way. when you are both attracted to each other, you firstly get that satisfaction that someone likes you and that you are looking at an attractive guy/girl. so that makes your hear fill with deep feelings and warm fuzzy feeling.
i also thought how sad it is that heath ledger died..he was so young. so you know don't ever stop to not do something, you may no be here and regret not doing it.i mean what do you have to loose? a little embarrassment..walk it off... don't hold back to your full potential .
i know i haven't posted for a while, i've been so tired with school that gosh i cant even think. so i'm trying. here some photo, with my new mac :)

 DREAM GIRL

i wonder how many people googled Liz Taylor now that she has passes away.

beautiful Liz Taylor RIP 

 I WANT THIS CLOSENESS WITH SOMEONE

 me: i have a problem with dying my hair, so  this is me before i dye my hair tomororow

ill keep you posted, going back to blonde btw ;p

high expectations.

i dont know what i expect, do i want to swept away by a prince and have 4 kids and feel a sense of satisfaction? is that what im expecting to happen ONE DAY? so if it doesn't happen? will i never achieve what i want because i thought it was the norm, or am i just making up a fantasy in my head. will i be lonely for the rest of my life? i dont understand whats wrong with me? seomone please point out the obvios, let me out of this misery..and let me understand...W.H.Y! all i want is answers, i ask the question, i want you to answer it. why only on drunken nights i feel this sense of satisfaction, when its back to light and over the sheets i dont get that kind of attention..is it strange that i feel more comfortable in bed with someone than in the movies? what does that say about me?....

judge a book by its cover or not?

i dont know if i believe , " don't judge a book by its cover" i mean, when you see a creepy man, he's usually creepy, when you see a pretty boy, he usually acts like a pretty boy, if you see a girl wearing skimpy clothes, she's usually sending that message to you..i want some tonight!
so do people say don't judge a book by its cover so they get a second chance to redeem themselves and prove they weren't the stereotypically type? when really they were. it came to my attention today that we do things because we are so influenced by someone else, i mean you think you like something but really you like it because you know someone else likes it? am i getting off the track or is it too hard to admit to it?
so here i am in this whirl of thought, if we all acted like we do when we're drunk, how different would the world go round. i think the real person, slightly exaggerated i wont lie, is when someone is drinking. they let there heart pour out, they are honest..we are humans, we make mistakes so often and the bad people are the ones who don't learn from them...you trick me once its your fault, you trick me twice it is my fault.

...well theres some thought for the night. good night fashionistas...heres some photos for some dream making...my friends make my world go round..thanks guys!

wild away.

 - you make me smile

- you give me butterflies

      

                 - dream boy 

well ladies and possibly gents, here i am, i am back!

my lack of blogging is disturbing so this will kick ass :)

...back on the scene of boys..question.do you reckon having a bf/gf makes you happier?

well....i was working today in a very delightful chicken shop, as i was shaking the chips i smiled as i heard my messafe tone go off..i knew a boy was messaging me and stupidly im grinng? why the hell do they make me so happy? i dont grin when my girl friends message?

im a uni student now. im the girl on the train with big folios of fashion designs and heels struggling on the train whilst its so packed you cant breathe..i love that feeling..i love when people can guess im a fashion student. its a scratch behind the ears for sure.

i havent been blogging for what seems like years and all this words are coming out of me..cant control the typing and NEED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM!!

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well we all know why you are here..not to read my words....not to go inside my head but to look at some beautiful photos...enjoy hunnies..i will hopefully keep you guys posted on my new details.

p.s i truly apolagise for my spelling disability, i dont change it so you can see how fast i type and i dont read through this blog so you get it all raw!

sweet dreams lovliessss xx