sometimes i feel like if i don't do something. i will die and never be able to do it again..regret that my fear stopped me from doing something simple yet scary at the time. simple as adding someone on facebook or approaching a stranger..when i think about it. if i do it? i mean so what? why do i make it in my head this big deal? why does it matter? i feel like all these rules have been made up about boys and girls..wait 2 days before you do this..only call after 3 days and ONLY WAIT FOR HIM! the funny thing is i go by these rules.and honestly it never really works out.than again i think i'm the exception.in everything i am the exception. i cant compare my life to someone else's.. i guess the same way someone else cant compare their life to mine. rules? how can a rule work for all? i mean the saying, "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" should be the rule. the rule that the individual makes their own choice..are we all so similar that, that one rule works for all and i got lost somewhere on the way not understanding this rule? please someone tell me you have gone against the rule and it has worked out for you. please someone make me feel confident that there are more exceptions. maybe he really did loose the phone number..or maybe you are too pretty? ha! even i don't believe in that..if someone really lost your number i'm sure there are many other ways to find you. i guess i don't understand how it works, temptation to me is way to much to resist by these rules.
do we hold the happiness..or does someone else lead us the way? and if they don't arrive..will you be lost?
follow the rules is always the safest option but going against them is the biggest risk because at the end usually it doesn't work out. which one would you choose? risk it?......
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