the zoo

i will do anything to distract myself. i have a ton of homework. yet here i am...blogging. MILENA DO YOUR HOMEWORK. why do people not appreciate what they have unless its gone, i have so much time yet i am wasting it..and than LAST minute i will put it together..and i know its stupid.
do you know what? i cant wait to be in my 20s, i go to school with 20 year olds and its so nice, so easy to talk to and just easy. dont get me wrong, i love my 18 year old boredom ideas, that will only get less crazy as i get older? lets hope..or else im going to be in twabbblle!!! ;p

i want to be blonde, brunette, red, green, purple...i can not settle down?
short? long?

my ryan gosling

I wish I could write everything I feel, to get it off my mind and put it all in this document, where only when I look at it I can be reminded of this feeling.

The feeling when you cant get to sleep, the feel of unsatisfied, of regret and like you have just missed something by only a second.

I’m an idiot. I get what I deserve, but I don’t understand why I deserve to be an idiot? I want these words to be taken away from me and to remain here; I don’t want to feel this.

 i love the look of beautiful mess

 if you look good in these..DONT TAKE THEM OFF

 I once read an article and a guy said. " why do girls think boys can make them happy"

 "oh boy!!"

;)