tomorow has already come

wow. i have started uni already! i remember looking at my older brother thinking, hes so old now, going to uni...im actually finished highschool! im in shock still and havent yet gotten use to this transition. it takes me about 2 hours to get to the destination and im surrounded by well dressed other fashionistas. im excited, nervouse and cant wait till i finish this course so i can start something more.
ahh valentines next week..ahh just kill me..again ( from last year)

                                        my fantasy: to be a ballarina

                                           absolutly fell in love with this dress!!!

                                                        her hair is pretty damn cool

                                                             most beautiful? january jones!

                                                       new beauty queen on the block



deepest dreams

my deepest dreams.when i really think about it. i do have everything i really want? i guess there is the one thing i want that i have never had, but then again when you havent had something before you dont really know what your missing out on. so i guess i dont know if i really want it.

i am starting fashion design soon.i have been waiting for this for so long. i can concentrate on fashion all year. i want to have my own label. a label that makes you feel so beautiful. you walk in a store feeling breathless, like you dont know what to look at first. your eye is traveling all over the shop. the workers all are dressed with perfection, they glide around the store feeling so beautiful and lucky. all the fabrics are devine, the cuts and shapes of the dresses and tops are different and dont just suit one size, they can fit anyone. the clothes are made for you. i want people to just enjoy being in the shop, without doing anything. i cant wait till i have my first fasion show, stress at the back and than watch the show, proud of what i created..everyone in aw. my parents, my siblings, proud to have the same last name. ohh gosh. to just have this passion exposed to the public and let them live the dream in the most perfect clothing!

everything happens for a reason, really. i want to see what happens next.ill let you know if it works out :)
if you dont hear about it..than it obviously wasn't for a reason!